A Lifetime.

I was feeling a little down, as in my previous post.  First, the girl that started the week after me is ahead of me in points, then I didn't quite make 10lbs this week, then I really wanted all the bad food in the world this week, and the list goes on and on.

This week's meeting was titled: If you drop one egg it doesn't mean you throw the rest on the floor.  It was much needed, it talked about feeling discouraged, messing up, losing track, gaining weight.  All those thing will happen at some point in our journey, it doesn't mean you give up.  I needed that.  I felt myself feeling like binging and competing with the other girl.  I begin to tell myself: slow and steady wins this race, this is for me not her, this is for the rest of your life, a lose is still a lose, not gaining any is still a lose.  My pants are fitting loser, my tummy is smaller, my body feels better.  I have these draw string sweats that I wear at night, but the string is tied in a knot...today when I got out of bed, I loved when they almost fell off because they don't fit snug.  I am seeing results and thanks for my friends, family, and WW I am feeling good while doing it.

So my first goal is 5%...I have 2.5 to go.

At my next goal...10% and 20lbs the following will happen:
I will post a picture of myself in my starting weight
I will post a picture of myself in my current weight
I will give my starting weight
I will throw my spanx away. :)

Keep cheering me on!